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回答时间:2024-10-24 19:02
Freedom, my parents, the boy who is so charming that I can’t help thinking about him, or the lifelong friendship? I can’t make sure that which is the most important , but I once considered that freedom and the heart-moving boy were my favourite till something unforgetable happened.
The thing making my idear change happened two years ago. Is was related to a boy.
He ,she and I once were good friends. We studied together, had our meals together,play together, and we share almost everything. You could see our three together no matter when and where. We were very close to each other. At that time, on matter what happened to any of us, we would talk about it to each other. So there were no secret among us, and we had a very pleasant period.
However, with our growing, something had changed ring the time, such as the age, the idea, and also the sort of feeling among us. She became more and more beautiful and the boy got more and more handsome. During the time, I found that I had some feelings with the boy.
One day ,the girl told me that she likes him so much,. She felt puzzled and couldn’t decide what to do. She wanted my opinion. Suddenly I couldn’t say a word. I thought that was maybe because I didn’t know what I should say. Should I tell her that I liked him too? No , I couldn’t. So I kept silence. And I know that from then on everything just changed.
After that day, I should keep my feeling deep in my heart, and I also kept the secret from her. We three got on with each other as before. But we were different and we couldn’t go back. Day after day ,I became obviously unhappy. Some days later, they discovered that. So they asked me what happened。
Of course, I didn’t tell them the truth hidden in my heart. “We had no secret before. Now something had happened to you but you don’t want to tell us.we are good friends. Don’t you remember? If there is something what is it? Tell us , please!” she said. I didn’t know what to say, so I run away while they still stood there. The following day, I avoided to stay with them alone. Then one month had passed, we finally got together to have a talk. All of us couldn’t stand the separation any more. The girl said that she liked the boy, but to my surprise the boy turned to me and told me that he wanted me to be his girlfriend. I was so happy that I almost shouted out that I liked him too. But when I saw tears in the girl’s eyes, I kept silence again. The boy asked my decision and I said that I need some time to think about it. “ How long?” “ A week.” “ A week is too long, but I am willing to wait your answer” the boy said. “ Do you think of me? What should I do. I like you!” the girl cried out.” “ I am sorry, but I think emotion can’t be reluctant. That should be depend on your heart. I like her, so I can’t accept you. I’m sorry.” We all kept silence for a moment and then we separated.
From that day on, I keep from seeing him. I also thought about the answer I should give him. If my answer is yes, I know he would be happy. But how about the girl, who is my best friend. How would she feel about me? After that, what would our friendship turn to be? Thinging about all of this, I really didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t sleep well and I even knoked myself in my room all the day ring the weekend. Mather found this strange and asked me:” what happened to you. You are so unhappy these days. If you have anything, you can talk to me. I’m your mather and also your friends. Trust me!” so I told mather the whole thing and asked for her advice. To be honest, I was afraid that mather would force me to keep away from that boy. However she just hold me into her arms and smiled:”No matter what kind of decision you make I support you.” I got so moving and I cried out. “But you should know that the best way to show your love is to set him free and make him happy. But you know that in any way you must hurt one of them, so I can’t help you to make a decision. You must make sure what is the most important thing in out heart. Just follow your heart!” mather kept saying.
What should I do? I was surrounded by this question all the day. Finally the day came, when I had promised to give my answer. “Now can you tell me your true feelings?” “You know that we there are good friends and I want our frienship last forever. We should think about others…” “ but I just want to know how you feel about me? Tell me!” “ no…” I started sobbing and the girl also cried, “
I give up! Please choose what you really what!” Hearing this, my mind got clear. I knew what I want and I whated the happiness we had before.
A lot of things happened. Three months later, the boy went abroad with his family. The girl also went away from my life. I was left alone.
One night,mather came into my room and slightly gave me a hug, and said ,“ You shoule forget the sadness. Everything will turn good. I know you lost two good friends but it’s not your fault. You want to protect the friendship and you make a try. I feel proud of you. People need friends, and the truth is some person would go away while some other ones will come up to be our new friends. Anyway you must learn to face it and open your heart to welcome another beautiful friendship.”
Now I put my heart and soul into study. I believe that everything would go in its own way. This story is unforgetable for me. It forces me to grow up.
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